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I'm sure an accident is not to most compelling way to describe how I became Jojo. But it was in a way as I had no secret double-life or strong yearnings to wear girls clothes in my earlier. But a certain disquiet has always been there inside as I've always felt a lot more comfortable with women than men and thinking back, at a very young age I felt slightly left out being a boy when I should have been a girl, and later I did fantasise about being how liberated it might be to wear a bikini but nothing serious. More significantly I've never been totally at ease with my sexuality and especially as my mother let it be known that she wished I had been a girl and fussed. From my teens I was either always just too nice and respectful to 'pull the birds' or there was something deeper perhaps insecurity that destroyed my confidence. Also because I loved women so much and put them up on a pedastal I was much too choosy and although I've had relationships and made love to some real beauties I must have lost out as I could have chosen more sensible less demanding girls and avoided letting them screw me up which didn't help. So instead of finding stability and happiness I Instead put all my love and passion into my art and slowly another more surreal world emerged full of fetishism, nudity and questinonabe gender. Being part of the alternative party scene at that time I grew fascinated by transsexuals and they started to appear more and more in my drawings. Then when that scene broke up I needed a new outlet and suddenly the idea of creating a female alter-ego jumped out as being rather seductive. At first it was a bit of a dressing up fetish and a going to clubs adventure sneaking out of the house etc...but over time I've grown closer to Jojo and begun to realise that by being honest and more outgoing about it people warm to me and I feel that fuller person that previously was lacking. I suppose the hardest part is that unlike most of my tranny friends by orientation I'm not gay or even bisexual and it has been something I've had to learn to be more comfortable with. Fundamentally nothing has changed but I'm now a lot more open and in the middle as I try to see people as individuals one likes rather than by gender. Of course having male admirers is one of the perks and I love being treated like a lady and touched like an object of beauty. Yes at those moments I really do feel like a girl and though I yeald it' still doesn't mean I have to go all the way. Now I spend a lot more time dressed as Jojo and even sometimes go out and I'm so comfortable with it I hardly get noticed. Indeed I'm as happy as I've even been because the friends I have a real friends and through being transgendered I'm learning to live my life a little better all the time.
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